i didn't go to school today!
because my daddy realised that i was over exhausted
so he agreed to let me rest at home today
and catch up with homework
as well as do some revision
and sleep in a bit later
been sleeping at 2am or later everyday for the past 4weeks
its a miracle i've not collapsed

went through the bag of letters and notes i have last night
i must say i felt this dull ache in my heart
everytime i read the letter you gave
especially seeing the contents
and seeing how we are now.
wonder if you ever regretted how much things had changed
i suppose it was all my fault
if given a chance
i would take all those words back
just so we can be like how we were
but den again we have to realistic don't we?
history never ever changes
and time can never be turned back
so there is no point dwealing upon the
if onlys.

when people said friends come and go
i didn't believe.
that was when i still had you
now that we are strangers
i wish i had believed them
and held on to you tighter,
forgoing the risk i took and keep it that way.








in one you asked if i thought we would still go out and study after jc;
well, i guess we both got our answer.
but i would rather it not have been this way.
you think time can change this answer?