Layer 1: On The Outside
Name: laiyiying
Birthdate: 150891
Eye Colour: blakc
Hair Colour: dark brown(in the sun,haha)

Layer 2: On The Inside
My Heritage: "stand up for SINGAPORE((:"
My Fear: disappointing more people
My Weakness: all my LOVES((:
My Perfect Pizza: hawaian pizza with cheese crust and no pineapple*grins*

Layer 3: Yesterday,Today & Tomorrow
The First Thought Of Waking Up: "My head hurts, i hardly slept and that was one heck of a weird dream"
"My Bed Time: 11pm to 3 am
My Most Missed Memories: the times when a blanket was not important and i was still warm*infer((:*

Layer 4: My Pick
Coke or Pepsi: none, those freaking things corrode your throat for goodness sake
Macdonalds or Burger King: Burger King and lunch and dinner and Macs for breakfast((:
Single or Group Dates: single.who would wanna share those precious moments with others right.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas((: i don't endorse sweatshop overwokers
Tea or Nestea: Nestea((:
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!!its one of my 3 food loves((:
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino; its all about the class la((:

Layer 5: Do You
Smoke: i'm dumb but not dumb enough to shorten my life by 50%
Take A Shower: yup, twice a day((:i don't like not smelling nice
Have A Crush: now?or last time?must specify.since this is not specified its going unanswered!
Go To School: nopes((: i am currently working as a roadsweeper and i believe my future is bright as the sun
Believe In Yourself: i kinda have to don't i?
Think You're A Health Freak: haha, ya. i'm sure big breakfast is reaaaaally healthy.

Layer 6: In The Past
Drink Alcohol: ya!and i nearly wanted to jump off my uncle's balcony once.haha.funny.
Gone To The Mall: oh no i don't!!i practically live next to one, what do you think?
Dyed Your Hair: ya, with chlorine in the pools.

Layer 7: Are You Hoping To..
Get Married: yup((: my future husband must be sweet and nice and not a miser. being rich and cute are plus points((:
Have Children: of course. i want at least a boy and a girl.

Layer 8: In a Boy
Best Eye Colour: i think hazel eyes are so pretty!i can drown in them
Best Hair Colour: natural hair colour.don't mind any so as long as its not weird.
Short or Long Hair: Short hair la((: must be soft and nice to ruffle

Layer 9: What Were You Doing Just Now?
A Minute Ago: Doing this quiz, listening to my sis's friend sing and being happy over my new laptop
An Hour Ago: buying my new laptop((:
Month Ago: mugging my butt off for prelims
Year ago: crying like a baby over something.secret.

Layer 10: Finish The Sentences
I love: life((:
I hate: nothing since this word is oh so strong.
I hide: feelings and myself.

Layer 11: Tag 5 people.
#yati(but i know she won't do)
#yuky
#lena(but she has done and she tagged me first)
#zhixuan(it'll be fun to read.haha)
#nicole a.k.a cow((:

10 Weird facts about myself.
1: i can't sleep if my bolster is not on the right end of my bed and my piglet and octavius and the green small pillow beside me.
2: when i'm pissed i don't talk.
3: i want a dog but sometimes i get scared of the bigger ones.
4: I talk to soft toys sometimes, especially my piglet.
5: I love getting hugs and kisses.
6: i love mugging((:
7: i usually bring my piglet overseas.
8: I hardly ever have a dreamless sleep.
9: somethimes i can really feel my dream,abit too lifelike.
10: i don't like people to spend money on me.

The 5 people to do this quiz.
same five that i tagged((:

They were out in the field,
both husband and wife.
She was collecting the crops,
while he was spraying pesticide.
He was deeply in love with her
but was never one who could express.
She married him when he proposed,
because that was the right thing.
She liked him enough she supposed,
was probably even fond of him.

Years passed, and the angel of death
tore him away from the love of his life.
He was devastated but pulled himself together,
knowing that one day in heaven,
they will meet and be together again.

Finally his turn came,
and he rose to the clouds,
hoping to claim his princess.
But his hopes came crashing when, he saw
his princess was now someone's queen.

If you fell and scraped your knee,
I'll be ready with cream and plasters.
If the bully makes you cry,
I'll be ready with a hug and handkerchief.
If you failed a test,
I'll dry your tears and teach you.
If a car is about to knock you down ,
I'll push you away and bear the knock.
I'll do all this for you,
because nothing is greater than a mother's love.



Mrs Ng,
I look up to you,
for your immense love of a mother,
and courage.

i will get my 6points
i will do you proud
i will get a1 for my emaths






as my last present to you.
3yrs cca incharge
1yr emath tcher
i'm sorry.

Jane was sitting on the swing
smiling in the sunshine
when gravity needed a companion.
The smile overturned
like a boat in a storm
tears pouring down her face.
She was 3.

Jake was watching a girl play
smiling on the swing.
He smiled seeing that simple joy,
until he saw her fall face flat.
He ran with an energy never felt before
and helped her up to her feet.
He was 5.

They were fast friends
that instance onwards.
When she had her first break-up,
he was there.
When she first got drunk,
he was there.
When she lost her first kiss,
he was there.

He never once had a girlfriend.
She always wondered why.
She hurried him to find one,
for prom was nearing,
and time waited for nobody.
He only smiled and told her,
"I'm waiting for someone"
She never understood till it was too late.

It was a summer afternoon,
no wind, no breeze.
She called him from Canada
5 times a day for 3weeks.
Nobody answered.
After her last paper,
she rushed onto the first plane
and went to find him.

"I'm sorry,
we did the best we could."
She slumped against the wall.
Jake only had 24hours.
She trudged into his ward.
He looked up at her and smiled.
"My wish upon a shooting star.
It came true.
Open this, but only after my eyes close.
I'll save you a place in heaven."

The machine beeped.
She cried into his chest,
one that held no heartbeat.
Lifting up her head,
she proceeded to the hall
as the doctors and nurses rushed in.
Opening the first letter in the parcel,
her eyes misted with tears.

'How silly and blind I've been'
You see,
when he held roses and chocolates
smiling on valentine's day,
he caught her kissing her first boyfriend.
When she broke up,
he comforted her, waiting to say
"I love you, will you be mine?"
but she said she had a crush on this boy,
a blonde jock, strong and silent.
All these years, he has been waiting,
for her.




The years we spend waiting,
the years we spend crying,
the years we spend alone,
there was someone out there,
praying you will be their's.




He departed,
whispering the words he longed to say.
"I love you."

TOMORROW IS MY LAST PAPER!!((:
for prelims la.
but still...its nice to feel relief for once
lit paper one and two.
so as long as i get a b i'll be grateful
den i can take a short break from

MUGGING.
fear
anxiety
stress
headaches
last minute cramming
insecurity

but this mugging period is good
it cleared my mind off other stuff
and made me able to see things clearer
though it messed up my mind
but i'll clear it in time((:
i hope.



no matter who i decide to stay with.
one will end up hurt.
why does it always end up like this?
one will recover faster den the other though.
so i guess my decision is clear.


o levels in less den 40days!!
do you feel the mountains tremble?
do you hear the oceans roar?
cause i do.
its the be all and end all.
so it's back to mugging((:

A MATHS PAPER 1&2---DOWN!
ENGLISH PAPER 1&2---DOWN!
HIGHER CHINESE PAPER 1&2---DOWN!
CHEMISTRY PAPER 1&2---DOWN!
SS/GEOG PAPER---DOWN!
PHYSICS PAPER 2---DOWN!
EMATHS PAPER 1---DOWN!

OH YAY((:
life is starting to feel normal again.
prelims ain't that bad
i hope i do reasonably well
its about time i start i make amends
i've been a total let down for 3 years
can't let it go on

what's with my siblings nowadays?
i guess its THE stage.
but i really hope it passes soon
whats with prelims and o levels
i'm not sure if my patience will be able to outlast them
I SHALL MAKE AMENDS((:




am i backsliding?
am i doing the right thing?
is this the right choice?
i need answers
(lord,send deliverance)


40 more days to o levels((:
all the best to all you muggers!((:

47 days to o levels
fear
excitement
tension
exhaustion

tears
hugs
cards
letters
kisses

from now till mid nov,
i'll be having a private affair
just my textbooks and me
guidebooks and notes can play third wheel
but i must shut off all distractions
and thoughts of you




but somehow i just can't do it;
cause i love you.