Saturday, January 31, 2009

IT'S BEEN QUITE AWHILE SINCE MY LAST POST
& i should honestly stop being mean to my blog.
neglegience is bad, no?
anyway,
CNY! (:

CNY EVE
had celebrations in school.
this year's concert was good,
but i thought last year's one was better(:
after that was potluck!
and MARIGOLD gave us each ten bucks ang bao!
stun siol!
decided to be nice to her(:
after that went to watch inkheart with mag and rain.
at first didn't want to,
but it was surprisingly great!
after that was not feeling too good,
hence didn't go for hockey and went home to rest before reunion dinner.
i know they wanna kill me le.
but health first ma.
but they called me and from their tone and the stuff they said..
pissed me off a little.
but let's not get into that. (:
(but that's why i had my new new yr resolution as:
go for every training no matter how sick i am.
can't stand it when they kp me)
ANYWAY...

REUNION DINNER!(:
with my first uncle(daddy's side) family
and now yan's our official photographer!(:
shall upload the pics another day.
ron's family had their reunion dinner there too(:
food wasn't tt great but so friggin' ex!!
not worth it sia that place.
after dinner went back for round 1 of black jack(:

DAY1
started the day by going to second grand aunty's house.
started our first round of annual family black jack(:
haha.
my family super standard sia.
every year same entertainment; CARDS!
saw ah huey's girlfriend.
from vietnam i think?
could speak chinese only.quite small size.
oh ya!and also saw ah zhen's boyfriend.
hope he's nice to her.
he better be else...he'll get it from me(:
ah zhen deserves a good boyfriend.
OH!AH HUEY WAS OUR CAI SHEN YE!(:
he took out a bundle of 100 pieces of 2bucks.
lost quite a few pieces to each of us(:

after that went to grandma's house for lunch
STEAMBOAT AS USUAL(:
kop-ed 2 pieces of abalone before mummy could scold(:
after lunch, it was back to hitting on the cards.
but this year dunno why,
black jack like no kick le.

after that, we headed back home
cousins were all over le(:
well, most la.
so we all spammed huitar heroes world tour!
OH YES!
HAVE I MENTIONED?
I BOUGHT GUITAR WORLD TOUR!!
LIKE FINALLY(:
okay back to the topic at hand.
after we're all ready to go,
headed over to grand uncles' house
had buffet dinner, small game of black jack
and watched the nyonya show thgy(:
after that headed home to rest up for DAY 2.

DAY2
first stop was grandma house
cause had to pick grandma and grandpa
after that went to small grand aunt's house
and black jack started(:
but i brought history since thurs had hist tut
so after a few rounds at our 4th stop of the day,
i started doing my history question analysis and intro
and after that i played tai di with ee liang(:
that game MUCH better den stupid black jack
poor him though,
lost alot of money to my sis and i.

nothing much for the rest of the week i guess.
NOW SAVING FOR MY ITOUCH!
was talking to jess online,
den relight my motivation to get it.
i'm at the hundred mark!(:

ALRIGHT!
THAT'S ALL FOLKS(:
PICS SOON!
SIGNING OFF, EARTHLINGS!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

WOW! my blog is rather dead indeed(:
lets see,
what has happened?
oh yes,
MAG'S BIRTHDAY!
how does it feel like to be legal mag?(:
we had this really lovely cake thingy dode baked,
if confectionary could be likened to pleasure,
the cake would have been DA BOMB(: pure orgasmic man.
haha.

spent quite a few random hours with someone
on those random days(:
well, it may not have been much,
but those few moments made my day anyway(:
thanks!<3

today, i had my first training of the school year.
it feels good to be back on the pitch in a sense i guess,
i feel like i'm actually healthy (:
*disillusioned, but still(:*
but, time to hit the gym!
so unfit la.haha.

alright,
now its gonna be reflective ranting.
so if you don't wanna be bored to tears,
click the little red button up there.
if you are bored to tears yourself,
den dive right in(:
but feel free to leave this page at any point of time. (:

have you ever wondered,
what its like to sleep under the clear ngiht sky,
staring through the canopies of rustling leaves,
to see the twinkling stars smiling kindly down at us?


have you ever wondered,
what its like to have someone you love standing close,
so close that you can catch the scent of their hair,
every minute,every waking second of your life?


have you ever wondered,
what its like to live each dayto the fullest,
without worrying about the next or anything else,
and just do the things you'd do if you had time?

this could go on and on,
'cause life is full of possibilities.
but sometimes,
it just seem like life is being hindered by life itself,
doesn't it?
emails and talks and all say the same thing,
life is not a race and we shld not speed pass and miss the good stuff.
but are we given a chance?
nah.
it is one thing to have a purpose in life,
but another to make your purpose your life.

until now,
i'm still trying to figure out,
am i happy living a life that is lived to accomplish,
or would i rather kick back and cruise through life.
the answer is obvious,
but choosing the answer takes courage,
something surprisingly absent at this point of time,
in this whirlpool of events and commitments.
what is it called again?
oh ya, i've heard people calling it life.
is that it den? life?

alright,
i'm gonna be impulsive,
and self declare break.
off to bed!
BYE earthlings(:

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

TODAY IS DAY 2 OF THE SCHOOL YEAR!(:
lessons started proper today and GUESS WHAT?
I'M ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO STUDIES THIS YEAR.
yes i know i sound like a geek,
but i really actually do.
this year is THE year.
A LEVELS.
miss teo went through the schedule for this year,
time will pass real fast this year.

i'm seperated from mag for almost every lesson this yr!):
and with fbud not in my class anymore...
it kinda suck.
but i'm in the same class as iggy,
and i can get to know him more this year(:

STUDY DATES anyone?(:
just text me if you need a study buddy!

alright,
that's all for today i guess.
BYE EARTHLINGS!<3

Saturday, January 10, 2009

HELLO WORLD(:
there's nothing much for me to blog since i've been stuck at home quite alot these days
no thanks to my stubborn ankle
which is deriving pleasure in my pain
and collaborating with mummy dearest to keep me home
i feel like i'm dying with boredom already):

BUT!
school starts soon and i can't wait.
surprisingly(:
although i don't wanna change class,
so as long as i'm with my lit homies i guess i'll survive.
but fbud not in my class anymore!!
*WAILS SO LOUD I WISH BRO PAUL AND HUMPTY DUMPTY'S
EAR DRUMS VIBRATE UNTIL BURST*
i miss my fbud):
STUPID LA!): hols so busy for what.rah.

ON AN ABSOLUTELY RANDOM NOTE,
MAG I LOVE YOU FOR INTRO-ING THIS SONG TO ME!
*through the monsoon,
just me and you*
LOVE LOVE LOVE THE SONG(:

ALRIGHT EARTHLINGS!
TATA!

Friday, January 9, 2009

I WISH UPON THAT FAINT GLOWING STAR,
that i can think properly and put forth my case,
and tell you to look around and see,
maybe you ought to give me abit more freedom,
for no other reason than the fact that i'm turning 18 soon.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

YAY!
i kop-ed a blog quiz from mag to do(:
and i'm gonna be the indirect blog quiz bully tt i am
and tag the same few people (:
here goes!(:

1. What is more DIFFICULT for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
looking into someone's eyes when i'm telling them how i feel.
i shall be honest, i fear rejection.
what if i see it in their eyes?

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
the times that i get really angry, it is usually because of one thing.
sorry, the past is hard to let go.

3. You are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?
assuming that i'm with my family,
i'll call YOU(: yes baby, i'll call you to tell you how much i love you and let your last memory of me be a nice one(:

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
yes i agree with mag, this is a terribly morbid question.haha.
but no i won't tell anyone. yes baby, not even you
i'll spend my last days patching up with friends that i've fallen out with, let the people i love know that i love them, spend as much time as i can with my family and friends and fulfill every promise after writing my will (: baby, i hope you will never turn me down when i ask you out(:
nope i will not be too afraid cause i know GOD has saved me a place in heaven and i'm sure of my salvation(: but i'll worry about you baby.must learn how to take care of yourself kay?

5. You can have one of the following two things- Love or Trust. Which do you choose? Why?LOVE(:
'cause, just as mag has said,
how can love exist without trust?(:

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
i would definitely be driving to work(: but yes i would.a dog's life is still a life.besides, i can speed to work(: at most a speeding ticket(: i'm a good law abiding citizen so that would be my one and only ticket.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
you must be cheating on yours to have such a question in a quiz.haha.but anyway,
i would never be unfaithful. baby, i'll love you even till the day you don't.
BUT if i was, i would tell.
if there is no love, what's the point of keeping it going right?

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
"yes fbud, i know i'm as awesome as you but no need to rush into this just cause guys are arshlocks(:" but that would never happen so no worries!(:

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or why not?
YES! i wanna use that one hour to make sure she is saved before she died. 1year is a worthwhile price to pay for someone's soul, no?(:

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
haha!i think not(: i get annoyed by myself alot.

11. Does love = sex?
NOPE!(: unless you are an unfeeling jerk filled with male hormones and think with your d**k

12. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?
i think it was less den a month ago.(:

13. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
hmmm...neither, cause i won't have a friend i don't love and i always tell people i love them when i mean it(:

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
i don't know(: actually, i do kow.i can never bear to give you up, unless that's what wld make you happy, 'cause i love you<3

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
i just told mag!she's coming over tml(:

16. Imagine- it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
YOU(: i wish you could be the one who spends every moment with me.i really do

17. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or why not?
yup(: same as mag.i'll call an ambulance and if my bro was with me i'll ask him to administer the CPR!if not join st.johns for what right?(:

18. You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?
of course i'll save my grandma -.- stupid question.the newborn might go to heaven but i've yet to share the good news with my maternal grandma yet!):

19. Are you old fashioned?
YES!very extremely!ya right.

20. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
how can anyone be nice expecting others to be nice back?

21. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
true love with a guaranteed broken heart. quoting leap years, "it's better to have loved and lost den never to have loved at all" baby, loving you is proof enough.i think loving you is the most painful yet the most right thg

22. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
SECRET!(: for you to love me like you used to and spend every moment together(:

and now, i tag...
-erica
-kym
-rain
-fbud
-dode
-tim
-yiren/stephanie
-AND WHOEVER WANNA DO IT(:

Monday, January 5, 2009

ITS TIME TO CHIONG SATS!
scary):
another 19 more days.
hope i do well,
'cause from what i scored for the diagnostic i tried,
i ain't gonna make it.


okay let's see what has happened so far(:
31st dec had watchnight service
and after that was SLEEPOVER!
due to technical moodswings of my beloved lappy,
for photos go kym's or erica's blog(:
on the 1st of jan,
it was the NEW YEAR PARTY(:
okay, it wasn't much of a party
'cause most of us were half-dead
haha(:
sharilyn, foong, kym,erica and i all slept really early(:
6am in the morning.
but it was fun!
ate cup noodles at 4.30am (:


on the 2nd, thank you so much for spending that day with me
i was a happy kid(: though you were so tired yourself
for reasons unknown to everyone but me. you made my day with that kiss(: and every sweet touch(:


3rd was a good good day!
started the day off with a hockey match.
WELL DONE HOCKERS! (:
our first match of the year drawn with tp!
we'll be owning the next few matches!
letting keep our flame burning ya?(:
after that, rushed down to band prac,
in time only for the LAST SONG -.-
so in the end,
i back up instead of co-leading(:
den after that hang out with
MARIE,MICHELLE,SHONA,IZACK,ERICA,DARREN
HANNAH,BEN KEE,SHAUN (this 3 only for lunch): )
all i can say is: FUN!!(:
let's do this again soon(:
after talking,walking and arcading
we went home.

on the 4th,
CHURCH(:
got to know our new dg
and jessica came!(:
anyway, guess what!!
marie is in my dg!(:
whhheeeeeee....
this year should be fun.
den after that took uncle jack and candice's dg for lunch
stupid tim leong keep suaning me!
and jessica bully me!
but i love love love such sunday outings(:

now time to do the quiz tagged by kym(:
1) list out 3 friends you can think of now.
-erica -kym -tim

2) why are you thinking of them now?
-i'm talking to them online!(:

3) are they your best friends?
haha, best means only have one what.how can it be plural?
YATI is my best friend but i love erica,kym and tim LOADS too(:

4) what do you like about them?
-erica: for being nice despite being mean and for being there for me
-kym: for being a retardedly great friend
-tim: for being the best angel anyone can ask for

5) have they been a great friend to you?
YUP! definitely(:

6) now let's stop talking about them and tell me whats on your mind right now
my ankle hurts like crap, i'm happy my aunty gave birth to ethel today and i'm missing someone (: when will i stop missing you?it hurts you know):

7) are you happy/sad/annoyed/uncomfortable/excited about whats on your mind right now
annoyed about the pain in my ankle, excited about my newborn cousin (:

8) what do you wish for to happen now?
i wanna have the sleepover again with kym,foong,erica and shar and to spend every minute i have with you

9) who did you just talk to on the phone and when was it?
mummy!(: awhile ago only.

10) who was the last to text you a message?
erica!(:

11) do you feel stuck up at home now?
YES! it sucks to sprain your ankle):

12) do you like to do quizzes?
depends i guess. at times like this, YES! (:

13) why do you like to do them?
'cause they give me smthg to blog when i have none

14) when do you want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
SECRET(: i never want you to leave me

15) when do you want to get married?
ask me that when i'm attached (:

16) how many kids do you want to have?
ideally 2! one girl and one boy(:

17) would you like to live in a house of your own with your husband and children?
i guess. but i KNOW i want OUR house in 5yrs time(:

18) do you think this quiz is asking about your future?
partially ba.

19) are all what you said earlier true?
this question is awkwardly phrased somehow. but ya(: if you lie in a quiz whats the point of doing it right?(:

20) what song can you think of now?
love song(: i wanna write you a love song(:

21) do you listen to the radio?
hardly by myself but on the car every morning when daddy fetch me to school during school term

22) what do you hate most in this world?
now now, hate is too strong a word to use, no?(:

23) list out 7 names.
yati.mag.kym.shar.foong.erica.tim

24) randomly pick a number from 1 - 7 without looking at the screen
6

25) what is his/her name?
erica leong EN RUI (:

26) do you like him/her as a friend?
YUP (:

27) why? she's my
wifey (:

28) pass this quiz to 8 friends
-fbud
-mag
-rain
-dode
-tim
-daryl CHEE
-marie
-izack

alright!
that's all for now folks(:
TATA!(:

Friday, January 2, 2009

HELLO WORLD!(:
today is the 2nd day of the year,
and i'm a happy kid!(: thank you baby for today!
reason: SECRET(: i finally feel your hugs and kisses again(: really missed it

anyway, tagged by erica to do this quiz,
so here goes!

1.Are you one of the most popular students in school?
- NOPE(: can't stand people who seek to be high profile -.-

2.Do you think you got the looks?
- haha! YUP(: the really BAD looks(: but thank you for loving me despite it

3.When was the last time you went out with your buddies?
- just had a new year party with my church buds!(:
but i miss my t05 homies):

4.How many times in a week do you go out?
- it depends, i guess(: but this year is A LEVELS YEAR!): we'll have our study dates kay?(:you're my motivation(:

5.Do you like to be alone?
- when i'm down, yah. usually, NO(: i hope i'll never be alone,you'll never be cause in my heart you're always with me(:

6.Do you intend to be famous in the future?
- nah(: being the only goalie of the team already too heavy a role, imagine if i was famous.CRAZY(: and don't worry baby, i won't over exert myself during hockey cause i wanna be well enough to look after you(:

7.Do you have the courage to stand infront of an audienceand show them your talent?
- haha, ask me again when i've found my talent!

8.Would you rather go to a midnight party with your friendsor go to a dinner with your bestfriends?
- hmm..right now, what i would love to do is go for a MIDNIGHT PARTY with my BESTFRIEND!(: and i hope one day i can have a nice night time picnic at the beach

9.What's your most embarrassing moment?
- so many!i think it was when we had to perform without a mic a perf on bloody sunday.den i was super unprepared and all, den when i performed, i shouted an extra word.whole school laugh la! so paiseh.haha.

10.What's the best moment of your life?
- every happy moment(: especially with you, my darling<3

11. Tag 5 people to do this quiz.
- MAG!
- DODE!
- RAIN!
- FBUD!
- TIM!