One last look,
one last cry,
one last attempt
to capture those memories.

the day of graduation ceremony
i walked around the fourth level to take photos
i looked into our classroom,THE classroom
where we sang birthday songs,
practised oac campfire item,
choreographed the "accidentally in love" dance
cried over our results,
rejoiced over achievements
and saw the emptiness in the classroom without us.
4IGNITE'o7
thank you for the memories((:


graduating means one thing.
o levels are near.
we panic, we mug, we cram
to get that 6points
to do ourselves justice and the school proud.
nobody is an exception.
occasional breaks warrants guilt
but somehow,
equally as important to me,
is to patch the holes i made.
friendships gone wrong,
mistakes that i made
and hearts i broke.
looking back, the list seems long,
doing it will take my all,
but try i will, until i've been slammed in the face.





i'm not giving up.
no matter how many times you push me away.
until you tell me for sure
that you want no memories of our friendship
and me out of your life.

"though its the hardest thing to say

i'll miss your love in everyway

so say goodbye

but don't you cry

cause true love never dies"

-cgss grad song'07

"say goodbye";s club 7

in secondary one,

we were new, afraid of the future

like the smoke particles in the Brownian motion expt,

knocked and directed by anything thing that hits us.

in secondary two,

we became more confident, no longer new,

having one year of experience,

and juniors below us in the chain.

in secondary three,

we were once again thrown into a new class,

new faces that are fresh but yet familiar.

it was the year of lifelong friendships and bonds

this year, we are secondary four,

the top of the chain with 3 years of juniors below us.

the year of tears,joy,anger and stress.

that was us last year, 3Ignite, new to our classmates but familiar superficially.

now, we matured to graduates of cgss'07,

with years of blood,tears and joy behind us

"i'll be there when the world stops turning

i'll be there when the storm is through,

in the end i wanna be standing,

at the beginning with you."

today was grad.
too overwhelmed to blog.
update tomorrow((:

"life is like a shadow,
a player who struts and frets his hour
upon the stage"
-from MACBETH;shakespeare,my fav dead man

i have everything i can ever ask for now
i have everything i need

LOVE
BEST FRIEND
TRUE FRIENDS
DETERMINATION
AIM
&memories

i am suppose to be grateful,
and to a large extent i am.
not whining for more,
but there's just one thing i miss.
even until now.
if only i can get it back.
in prayer, i tried.