you do not have to sit outside in the dark
if, however,
you want to look at the stars
you will find that darkness is required
the stars neither require it nor demand it.
-Annie Dillard

similarly,
you do not have to walk in the rain
if, however,
you want to wash the tears away
you will find that the rain is handy
the rain neither need nor depend it.

disapointments and hurt
when they do not kill,
they strengthen us.
disappointments are needed
to show us how to be grateful for achievements
hurt is needed
to show us how to treasure the good times.
and both are needed
to show us that we're still alive
((:

my new motto in life;
life is perfect when you want it to be.
therefore, i'm content((:

when the dog bites,
when the bee stings,
when i'm feeling sad.
i simply remember
my favourite things,
and then i don't feel..
so bad((:

-the sound of music

its really easier said den done huh?
i tried but it always seem to take so much work that
i rather remain unhappy den trying to be happy.
maybe its the stress
maybe its the need to do well
maybe its life in general
somehow the sun seem to be shining elsewhere for me





someone please bring the sun back to me.
i'll love that person for life.
cause now the sun seem to be everywhere else but above my head.

tomorrow is p.e!!((:
which means i get to see my eye candy
yay-ness!!
but that also means i gotta put up with the world worst smelling guards
gross you know.
should really invest in my own set
but tml's second last lesson!)):
i hope jogging will go away instead of rollerblading
esp since i am starting to go gyming at least twice or thrice a week

these 2 shots were taken randomly
but though they are random
i'm sure in time to come
it will become one of my more precious photos.
you know why?
cause somehow,
time decieved us.
it was just yesterday that i was checking my psle grades
looking at my sec sch tt is allocated
going through orientation
laughing at the not scary ghost stories the pcs told.
and now?
i'm finishing the last year of sec sch life.
true cgss is going to the dogs
(no thanks to a certain cartoon tortoise look alike)
but i spent the 3 most eventful years here.
it was during these 3 years that i
broke hearts
had memories
endured a broken heart
found true friends
cried on blue blouses
jogged in yellow banana outfits
performed at the buzz @ canteen area
learnt things
played pranks
got into trouble
survived major papers
saw through people
realise that change is the only constant
had unforgetable photos.
i'll miss cedar.
i know i will.



i want to give up on you
your cold attitude pushed me away
but somehow, i seem to function like a magnet.
drawn to you like a magnet to a field.

I LOVE ELDDS!!((:
now that its over, i'll really miss you guys)):

disclaimer;
the following will be dedicated for my beloved...
ELDDS JUNIORS!
so if you are not interested
den shoo!

as i was saying,
I LOVE ELDDS((:
i can't believe its my farewell already
it seemed like just yesterday
where we were planning our senior's
i'll remeber the tears
the joy
the pain
the sweat
and the memories
my dear juniors,
my pride and joy.
my love and dears.

we were strangers
starting out on a journey
never dreaming
what we have to go through.
now here we are
i'm suddenly standing.
at the beginning with you.

lean on me
when you're not strong
and i'll be your friend
somebody to lean on.

as we go on
we remember
all the times we
had together.

racial harmony day pics((:
this are some of the more glam ones.
haha other den the "beng" class photo!((:
had a blast during this yr's
probably because its our last.

the sec3s eldds-ers with the 3 from 4i((:
4 ignite'o7!((:extreme bengness;our trademark


vith,xiaoxue,kehui,lijing,guomeng,me,germaine and azizah
me,thendral,esther,vith
i'm the shortest here.dang!
what did i do now?

me and vith with our pretty hennas!((:
at the courtyard podium


here are some of the eldds camp'o7 pics((:
i know its abit late but better late den never right?((:

estee and me((:
sec4s!!((:
family of love'o7
sec4s @ dinnertime((:
oh-so-cute((:

yesterday was at bukom the whole day
played pool with daddy and bowling!!((:
and mugged alot
but its fun((:
my first game was 101((:
i mean the score for bowling la.
the other 2 were pathetically below 100 so i shan't say
had nice lunch and dinner
so muggin didn't feel that bad ysd((:

today was fun!((:
wore a sari which,
due to the morning rush to courtyard,
came totally undone at the back during chinese lesson
which was, by the way,
the first period.
anyway.
the self proclaimed goddess was being an idiot as usual
caught those not wearing maly,indian,chinese costume
seriously, whats wrong with other ethnic costumes?
she should just go away and dunk her head into the toilet bowl.
anyway today's lessons were all kinda slack
oh ya.my dear juniors,
is it tt shocking to see me in sari?!
you guys sound so amazed when you all saw me in sari.

let's fast forward to combined assembly((:
it was nice!!
i liked the blangra dance though its my 2nd time seeing it
and i think jubi and sumita are so brave to dance la!
only 2 of them on stage you know!
after that was entertained by the wayang by sec2s
and some other rather cool thing by the sec3s
haha the humifingers was the best!
haha, got to see the erm...spastic side of teachers
den after that was phototaking with the class in the ethnic costumes!
suppose to take el photo but the rest were gone other den the sec3s
so vithiiya, azizah and i took with them
wonder why they are they,
pretty sure it has sth to do with farewell
but we shall see about it eh?

after that took photos and changed

den we went to suntec pizza hut!!

zhiyun called for a cab and guess what!

lichu's dad's cab came!

haha so coincidental la.

so cool.

anyway den we had our lunch at suntec's pizza hut

one word: horrendous

their service was absolutely, down the gutter, bad

and they still sharge us $9.13 service tax in total?!

*#@%!@@#$%

haha okay i didn't mean that thing above

but serious!

they ran out of rice and didn't tell us until 45mins after we ordered!

and out of the 7 of us, 5 of us ordered baked rice!

nonsensical la.

oh wells.shan't waste my anger in them

den after that was home sweet home((:

i shall post the pictures another time okay? ((:

boo!!((:
today we had p.e!!((:
i saw my eye candy and bladed past him like 4-5 times
*grins*
wore the instructor's blades.
nice and smooth
what a nice change from our school ones
i subconsciously can do turns((:
whee.
had double period of blading cause...
it was raining during jogging!!
so no jogging and blading time was doubled((:
played tag and just fooled around on blades
must have been during tt time tt i injured my ankle
haha just didn't know until just now.

before that was physics SPA.
all i can say is
PURE DISAPPOINTMENT
let's not talk about unhappy things((:

had chinese test today too.
i did not finish it as i was half asleep
hence i kept reading the same line over and over again
i am super annoyed with myself la

tomorrow is rhd!!((:
cameras out, saris on and accessories up!
i love cedar at times like these((:
but den again, the cedar spirit is gone.
tt's sad.cause its like a whole legecy died with it
i mourn for the dead legacy.






if only things weren't the way it was
i'll gladly return to your side.
but now all i can do
is to remain on my side and be a friend
to remove the tears and mend your broken heart.
i'm sorry.

i didn't go to school today!
because my daddy realised that i was over exhausted
so he agreed to let me rest at home today
and catch up with homework
as well as do some revision
and sleep in a bit later
been sleeping at 2am or later everyday for the past 4weeks
its a miracle i've not collapsed

went through the bag of letters and notes i have last night
i must say i felt this dull ache in my heart
everytime i read the letter you gave
especially seeing the contents
and seeing how we are now.
wonder if you ever regretted how much things had changed
i suppose it was all my fault
if given a chance
i would take all those words back
just so we can be like how we were
but den again we have to realistic don't we?
history never ever changes
and time can never be turned back
so there is no point dwealing upon the
if onlys.

when people said friends come and go
i didn't believe.
that was when i still had you
now that we are strangers
i wish i had believed them
and held on to you tighter,
forgoing the risk i took and keep it that way.








in one you asked if i thought we would still go out and study after jc;
well, i guess we both got our answer.
but i would rather it not have been this way.
you think time can change this answer?

boo!
today school was kinda slack afterall.
not what i expected.
but amath is killing me
stupid relative velocity.
how on earth is it relevant to our lives?!
which idiot would bring calculator on cruises
or on flights to calculate the velocity of the wind?
other than the cabin crew la.

anyway,
i can't wait for p.e to come!!
rollerblading+eye candy((:
exclude the stinky guards though.
those are absolutely horrific
racial harmony day too!!
i am wearing a sari((:
lalala...can't wait((:
fun fun fun

nowadays
my chest hurts
my headaches are worse
what does this mean?
stress or what?
if only i knew
my panadol is running low
boo!
prelims in 42days.
and yet i still feel so unprepared
someone slap me
and wake me from my fantasy.





nothing you can say,
can make me love you less;
i'll stand by you

ELDDS CAMP'o7 WAS A BLAST!!((:
i'll miss you guys loads after passing out
really.all the fun and spastic times
the games we played
the fun we had after dinner((:
the closeness of it all.
and mrs r.w's sons are ADORABLE!!((:
7yr old james and 8yr old thomas
those 2 wonderful darlings((:

caution!
if you do not wish to be afraid
do not proceed.
i'm serious.

at around 1am last night
i saw a headless lady in cheongsam in as2
i shall not mention which part of it.
so go figure.
this sounds dumb i know.
but seriously.
i was afraid but i prayed and was more calm
den i went to sleep
the power of faith.
i think its satan trying to tear down my faith again
he succeeded twice, there is not gonaa be a third.
it is scary and true
but i just want to get over it.
hope i can.







out,out damned thoughts
out i say.



yes, you stay out.
cause i don't want to get involved this yr.

you all know what?
i just realised that odd weeks thursdays
are my totally a math-ish day!
a math lesson
a math remedial
a math tuition
a math homework!!
ahhhh..
disgustingly cool.

tomorrow is p.e day!
tomorrow is eldds camp!
tomorrow is gonna be a great day.
cause there is no remedial!!((:
an undeserved break((:
(truth be told, i feel the guilt)

p.e = louise!!((:
camp= beloved juniors
no remedial= do hw before camp
i love my life((:
jealous people out there,
don't snatch!!((:






baby, when will you be mine to hold.
to cry on,to lean on, to depend on.

boo!
guess what!
chinese remedial ended early today!
2pm end le((:
and it starts at like 1.15
and i only walked in at 1.35
(eldds meeting la((:)
den after that got a ride out from BELLA
*secret grins*
den shermaine came over to my house
and we watched spy kids 2
haha.i kinda fell asleep for awhile
den we did our chem wksht together
and watched danny phantom on cable
haha.dumb show seriously.but addictive.
no wonder kids can sit in front of a black box and stare for hours

what do i have left to do?
#advert for english
#zuo wen for chi
#essays for lit SOB
#prepare for el camp
#tuition homework
not alot la huh(:

tomorrow they are gonna watch harry potty!!
but i got remedial and tuition.
gah.no life mugger freak.
but nvm.xian ku hou tian ma right?((:
daddy coming home soon!!((:
prelims in 45days
o levels in 105 days time
after that...
I'M FREE!!((:
but till den,
add oil((:






you never knew;
and never will.
i wish upon a star.





aroint thee!
ye, dark hearted valiant,
enter into thou heart
and taint it.
make it clean again
and undo thou frown.

i was looking through the old photos
of 3i last year and some this yr
and i just realised how much some of us changed
but i really miss those days
OAC
COLOURS (BUZZ @ canteen)
CAMPFIRE ITEM
those were when we really acted like a class
now i'm not sure
but never mind, the jumpers are gonna help!
nice class jumpers((:

party babes((:

miss corrie tan's farewell party!((:
racial harmony 3I'o6

the spastic us((: on the wonderwall

you.

i like you.

its unexpected.

it shocked marie.

she's the only that knows.

see what you've done,

messing with this brain of mine.

i wonder,
who are the 5 people i'll meet in heaven,
if life after death was like the book.
we lead lives that are hidden behind this mask
the mask that no one ever goes near enough
to pull it off with one hand
ever wondered why it was built?
think again.

when you were 5, did your parents promise you something and not fulfill?
bike with training wheels?toys?sweets?
that's the first step.

when you were 6, your first day in primary school.
you cried for your parents and held them for security.
did they gently but resolutely push you away,
toward the school gate that seemed so big?
that was the second step.

when you were 7, you wanted your first real party,
decorated with balloons and a really big cake.
your parents agreed 3months before
and you excitedly plan your birthday,
expecting the minimal balloon and cake.
but your parents decided it was too much of a hassle
and suggested an outing as a family instead.
that was the third step.

by then,
your basic wall of defence was up.
nothing could possibly hurt you now that you're safe.
protected by your OWN wall,
your OWN mask.

when you were 12,
you got higher than expected for psle
and you were rejoicing and happily skipping to your parents.
they merely nod and say "let's go"
the crushing feeling you felt was unbearable.
you decided not to tell,share and show your emotions.
the second layer of wall was up,
the basic foundation of the mask with colouring.

from that point on,
every year,
bits by bits were added on
till eventually it is solid hard
and undetachable.
that became your way of life
just like everyone around you.

now you see why the mask is up?
that inpenetratable layer of yours?
much as we are aware,
nothing can be done.
you know why?
cause humans were made to disappoint.

boo!!((:
48days to prelims
106 days to o levels((:
gambate!!((:

i found my new life
wanna see?
tada!


my beloved norwich terrier
mine!((:
don't snatch.












i know that i like you.
but you would never guess.
i did drop you hints somewhere along
but maybe they just aren't obvious enough.
fine.








you leave your own world
and i live in mine.
our paths shall cross only when,
you notice that i like you.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"goodness, my hair looks horrendous"
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
haha..erm when i get married
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
roar!((:
4. Favorite planet?
the one i'm on now, what's it called again?oh ya, EARTH((:
5. Who is the 3rd person on your missed call list on your mobile?
no caller id.gah.
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
haha mine is 24/7 on silent
7. What shirt are you wearing?
spca "stop animal abuse" jerset, board shorts, the bracelet and my cross((:
8. Do you "label" yourself?
ya.mugger'o7
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
which moron wears shoes at home?
10. Bright or dark room?
depends((:
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
erm..just like me, bored.
12. take a break, have a kit-kat!
haha, yogurt is nicer and HEALTHIER and LESS fattening
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
being a bi**h and doing my lit essays
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
"Ya i'm screwed...oh well guess my arm is dead tomorrow...i'll tell you my score later...plan of playing 4 games wat u think?"
15. Where is your letter box?
downstairs?i ain't rich enough to stay in landed
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
boo!
17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
someone.((: tt's for me to know and you to find out.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
piglet!he sleeps with me every night.jealous?haha.((:
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
hmm.let's see.cocaine,cannabis,ice...haha ya right.
20 is currently MIA .
haha from my life?quite a few ppl.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
15!((: the year where everything happened.good and bad.
22. Your worst enemy?
thou shalt not hate((:
23. What is your current desktop picture?
junjie!haha.css de((:
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"leave the lights on.i'm too lazy to turn them on myself"what a pig i am.ha.
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you do?
a million bucks.i can fly when i die and go to heaven((:
26. Do you like someone?
maybe.i'm still not sure
27. Are you dating them?
nopes.i'm single and available.and plan to remain this.enough for now.((:
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet for them?
yup((: since christ died for us, the least i can do is the pass on the love.
29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
violence is a sign of pregnancy you know?
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
3laptops, cds on a cd rack and boxes

--------------------------------------
01) What is the phone brand?
LG for my spoilt chocolate, nokia for the current replacement
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
980
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
" hope it can at the most get it cast up la"
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
maisarah
05) Who's the last person you rang?
daddy((: asked him where he was
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
david
08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
the month just started so i should have alot of messages left to use
09)Who comes up under J?
jean. jennifer. jesiska. jessica. jia yuan. jiang ying. jiani. joel. joveina. joyce. judith. julia.julian. julynn. junyuan.
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
i don't save my sent items la.
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
samuel
12) Who's your network provider?
M1.don't like!
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
whats with this quiz and my handphone huh.172 now.
14) What do you have as your background?
junjie of css((:
15) Who's the last person to kiss you?
kypo la you.go hire PI and find out if you want.

Miss?
What food do you miss?
maple pecan dessert!!((:
Who do you miss?
you and you and you.((:
What music do you miss?
none.((:
What clothes do you miss?
haha those that i can't have
What times do you miss?(list 3)
1)when i was a kid and my biggest worry was my socks
2)the times when im being loved
3)the times when you actually cared

Regret?
What food do you regret eating?
everything that turned me into the pig i am today.haha.
What music do you regret listening to?
crazy la you.whoever heard of regretting music?
What clothes do you regret wearing?
hmms.those that i saw in my photos as a kid.some of them were kinda bad.haha.
What clothes do you regret buying?
that cargo pants i bought from body glove last year
What thing do you regret doing to your fren?
hurting them.)):
What thing do you regret doing to your bestie fren?
pangseh-ing her.i know i'm mean.but it was only once!okay maybe twice.

**Special Question**
If you could turn back time and do 1,2 or 3 thing,wad would it be?
study last year so i need not catch up so much.
not backslide from god last last yr
to cherish you.

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Name 3 schools you went to?
yuneng,nanchiau, CEDAR!!((:
Name 3 things in your purse/wallet?
donkey: straw heart, mp3, handphone
wallet: cards, money and family photo
Name 3 things you always wear?
sch u.fbts.my cross necklace((:yes.even in sch.sorry miss nair,mrsouyang,mdm haslinda and tchers.its not coming off other den p.e and jogging.
Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed?
pretend i'm fine, smile and die inside
Name 3 favorite songs right now?
Love me, wo ke yi and mighty to save
Name 3 favorite persons in life?
other den my family and GOD? yati, yuky,lena, 361 roomies. oh wait is that more den 3 alr?i kinda forget how to count.sorry!((:
Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis?
home and daddy's car
Name 3 things you like to do?
crapping, mugging(yes i know its weird but i really do, makes me feel un-dumb) and cheer((:
Name 3 favorite fruits?
dragon fruit, mangosteen and grapes
Name 3 things you are addicted to?
reading, singing(only under my breath so you all can't hear or at home) and slacking
Name 3 favorite hobbies?
reading, sleeping, eating(tt makes me an intelligent pig!)
Name 3 career choices?
psychologist, social worker, interior designer
Name 3 goals in 2007?
do well for o levels.do well for prelims.get my laptop.
Name 3 plans for tomorrow?
church tuition hw
Three Names You Go By?
yiying(duh!), jade, chickenwing(don't ask abt the last 2)
Three Things That Scare You?
cockcroaches, snakes and hands
Three of Your Everyday Essentials?
brain, phone, com
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
the bracelet, cross necklace, board shorts
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists?
hillsongs, planetshakers, delirious
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHERTHAN LOVE)?
trust, mutual respect, ability to make each others day
Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order)?
i miss someone.i am abstaining from a relationship this yr.i love dragons.
Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You?
eyes, arms, hair
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation?
europe, australia and USA
Three things you want to do before you die?
true love, to have evangelised, successful business

1. the last movie you watched?
fantastic 4.
2. the last tv show you watched?
css re-run.
3. the last song you heard?
wo ke yi.
4. the last thing you bought?
esprit wallet
5. the last place you went to?
max cafe
6. the last food you ate?
ham and cheese sandwich from max cafe((:
7. the last thing you heard from your parents?
take care of didi ah.(my poor bro has fever)
8. the last thing you said to your parents?
orh.
9. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
i'm waiting for my daddy.bye!
10. the last book you read?
the five people you meet in heaven

Who was:
1. the last person you called?
daddy
2.the last person who called you?
erm..i think is daddy too
3. the last person you texted?
zek
4. the last person who said good night last night?
lena
5. the last person who gave you a testimonial?
vithiiya through cedar eldds accnt to ask me to add
6. the last person who sent u a msg in friendster?
either clare or yati
7. the last person you hugged?
hmms.someone from plh.
8. the last person you saw on tv?
fukuan.haha.

Do You:
1. Do you believe that love is forever?
depends.i know that agape love definately is though((:
2. Do you get hurt by people easily?
depends on who it is ba i guess.
3. Do you believe that all people are generally good?
yup((: its the environment you're in that brings out the good or bad side in you.
4. Do mean people make you sad?
haha ya.sometimes.
5. Does ice cream make you happy?
i still owe like half of geranium ben and kerrys.what do you think?
6. When it rains, do you like to splash in the puddles?
if i'm not wearing shoes and sch u((:
7. If you see a beautiful girl walk down the street,do you smile and tell her that she is beautiful?
and have the rest of the world question my sexuality?ya right.
8. Do you notice when people have beautiful eyes?
yup!cause mine is nowhere near nice.
9. Have you ever cried watching a movie?
uhuh.
10. Is it cute when old people are holding hands?
ya!((:its so sweet la.
11.Are you a happy person?
yups((: a day is never complete without a smile don't you think?
12. Do you tend not to worry even when you know something bad is about to happen?
haha depends on my mood ba i guess.
13. Is it fine to cut the barbie's hair?
haha yah!esp if you wanna see if a hairstyle looks nice
14. Have you ever laughed so hard that your stomach hurt?
yup.cramped even.
15. Are you slightly lazy?
haha ask my grandma.she's forever telling me tt i am.
16. Do you like to drive with the windows down?
dude, i'm only 16.what can i drive?a go kart and a plastic car for tods?

Can You*
Write with both hands?
yup((: though it looks absolutely horrendous
Whistle?
yup.out of tunely
Blow a bubble?
with bubble gum?yup.with soap?yup.with my saliva?ask yicen
turn your tongue in a circle?
kinda.semi-circle count?
Cross your eyes?
yup.just focus on the bridge of your nose la
Touch your tongue to your nose?
nope.my tongue is not tt long.
Dance?
like a elephant yes.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?
yup.even 2 in a row((:
French kiss?
yup.but whether its good or not go ask tt person.
Speak a different language?
hello!you live in singapore, you're kinda forced to you know.
Impersonate someone?
yup.
Prank call people?
haha i can i used to.but i grew up.
Make a card pyramid?
haha yups((:
Cook anything?
that's what home ec is for.

yay!
my mummy's operation was a success((:
thanks be to god of course
now she's like normal le
can't believe she had an op today even

had physics spa today
1hr skill 3 paper
i slept for half and hour.
i really tried to find something else to do
but i can't think of anything that my prac is missing
so i slept la
turns out it was okay((;
half the class finsihed it in half an hour too!
so i need not worry.
at least not for now.
results come back den say((:
this week is another tiring week
but its okay((:
109 more days to go to my first paper
in less den 150 days i'll be free((:

jiayou!
gambate!
aza!
add oil((:
phenomenol class of 'o7












never shall those 3 words come out of my mouth again


















i'm no ragdoll.

today is a dumb day
as in like seriously waste of my time kind of dumb
other den emath and a math and chem lessons today
i don't see the reason to go to school
english was just watching bowling for columbine
den TOP was like a copy of adam khoo's workshops
den chinese remedial was totally redundant.
i seriously don't see a point in it.
in what way does sitting in class for 2hrs
doing a mock paper
with absolutely no teacher
count was a help and as remedial?!
they should just let us do it as hw la
gah!annoying.

tomorrow there is rollerblading during P.E!((:
i don't know if i should bring my own blades
its effing heavy la
but its so much better den school's
hmmm..decide later la((:
there is amath tuition tml
there is chem tuition on friday
there is physics and chi tuition on sat
there is chem tuition on sun.
great.i'm going have a great week ahead.




you are throwing me into confusion you know?
i want you back but i can't













shutting everything off
GOD please send deliverance
cause i'm really in need of it now.

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

L- You live to have fun. duh!((:
A- Damn good kisser. apparently so.why don't you try it yourself?((: yah right.
I- You get hyper easily. YAH!haha.its annoying sometimes though.

Y- One of the best gfs anyone can ask for. ask them la.how i know right?((:
I- You get hyper easily. repeated.rah.
Y- One of the best gfs anyone can ask for. YAY! i'm doubly as good!haha.
I- You get hyper easily. darnit, why my name so many Is la.
N- You're absolutely beautiful. you so gotta be kidding.if not, you got the wrong girl.
G- You never let people tell you what to do. HAHA! yah right.i bet someone would disagree with that.

see what stress and boredom does to you?
haha.it seriously messes your brain.
rah!

361 roomie gathering!((:
totally redefined a kick a** time
it was good bonding((:
suppose to meet at 6 at dhoby ghaut mrt
only sam and sharilyn are like on time
my shifu and my tudi((:
so after tt athelia came den me den ekping.
since marie just left home we went to walk first
den after we met up with marie
we went to long johns to eat dinner
den grace arrived with no where to sit!
poor marie lost her voice
so she was communicating with us through a book
haha darn cute la.
den after that we went to buy food during which my donkey died!
marie toh!i trusted my donkey in your care and its dead!
all your fault la.haha.
so we sat there and talked till like 9pm or so.
yes, i know 3hours nearly.
but we are girls afterall!((:
so after that the rest went back
me and marie went to shop for my wallet
when waiting at the toilet for marie,
i found out something.
3ladies didn't wash hands and just walked out!
hows that for gross man.
so anyway we walked around and ended up at...
ESPRIT
so i got my wallet from there.
(which cost 50bucks and got me scolded)
den we just sat on the steps and talk till 10.05pm
den we decided to be good girls and go home.

today i had cca.
and i left halfway
why?
cause daddy got pissed at me.
hope i still can go eldds camp
miracles of all miracles i didn't get scolded!
pray works((:
not by our effectiveness but by HIS grace of course((:
den came back and slept till dinner.
and now here i am((:
and now i shall zoom off to study.
tomorrow is a stupid day
my birthday is horrendous.
and the above 2 statements are random.

112days to olevels
54days to prelims.
go phenomenal class of 'o7!((:
we can do it.




whatever happens i'll be here okays?((:

sunday was a good and bad day.
its and good day because it was...
YOUTH DAY!!((:
but its a bad day because i found out something.
i found out why i was sad about the 3deaths i experienced in the past 7mths
its not so much so the departing of their presence
its because out of the 3,
2 of the souls were unsaved souls.
this scares me.
i must try to bring my grandma and grandpa to christ((:
i must and i will.
cause with GOD all things are possible!

on a lighter note,
YOUTH DAY!!((:
yayness man.it was awesome
8am service;
usher:huixian and kara
sharing:i-zack
item: PLH

9am service;
worship leaders: sharilyn and ekping
a.k.a my shifu and shimu!((:
back-up: gabriel(on stage) uncle alvin(off-stage)
band: plh band((:
ben kee,julian,athelia,shaun,kurt
sharing:i-zack
item:PLH
ushers: i-zack, lydia, grace, me((:
scripture reading: germaine

11am service;
sharing:i-zack
ushers: ruby, hannah, amanda, audrey
item: PLH

what item did we perform?
ONE DAY!!with actions!!((:
and some of the church members did with us
tts kinda encouraging
the first time ushering for offering
the counting after tt was so fun!!((:
its really cool to see the whole PLH actually doing the actions for once
keep it up people((:

send revival,
send revival, send revival, to us.

after that was tcc and subway!!
pigged out a little but heck.
izack and jon foong,
DON"T MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY!!
i didn't eat dinner so i don't feel tt bad eating.
at tcc,
shared oreo milkshake and wedges w cheese dip with michelle
den went subway
shared the 6inch pamesan one with michelle
with ham and sweet onion sauce and lettuce and tomato((:
shared a cookie too!
who went to tcc?
huixian michelle marie erica shona rebecca me
izack jon foong jon quek shaun darryl
aunty uli and aunty cat
who went to subway?
amanda shona rebecca marie tiff michelle huixian me
esean izack joseph darryl
and huixian refuses to eat at tcc!!
nonsense
one potato wedge does not kill la pls.

after that was tuition den the wake
finally got to experience the ritual.
tomorrow is YOUTH DAY HOLS!!((:
actually its more like today since its past 12
361roomies outing at 6!!
can't wait((:




come with the night
&sweep me off my feet
cause the one i thought was IT
turned out to be a disappointment
so whereever you are,
come out please.
i need you.
just to survive.