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THIS ENTRY IS A REFLECTIVE + RANTING POST
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I'M NOT REALLY IN THE MOOD TO BE SLAMMED.

overnight study with fbud got me thinking
and i realised just how much i do not know myself
after thinking things through,
i finally know what i want in life.
but yet, it's a path not many people would take.
and my parents won't be too pleased when they find out
i was never one who needed big things to smile
in fact, simple things makes my smile more genuine
but do the society at large today see it?
all the competition, the vying and all,
is it truly necessary?
or are we doing it just to satisfy our ego?

i guess this year has worn me out through and through.
the amount of time i put into studies this year,
can easily trump that which i had in my 4 yrs of sec sch.
and after putting in so much,
draining my energy and affecting my health and all,
what good does it do?
i guess after this promos,
i'm going to stop overworking myself.
i'm just gonna do my best and if my best is not enough,
tt shows jc is not for me.
i don't care if i'll appear weak or cowardly to others,
life is too short to try and please people.

one thing i dislike is self-righteous people.
how can everything prove you wrong
and yet you still stand there,
bold as brass and sure as sun
and insist your stand?
you insult people in the vilest vulgar manner,
you are so self-centred and self-absorbed,
that you fail to see how others around you truly react.
you are sensitive in terms of receiving,
but yet insensitive in terms of releasing.
i do not know what to say to you.
this is not meant to insult you,
and i'm sure you know who you are.
i just wonder how anyone can be like you.
i've been tolerating for far too long.
maybe it's time you face the cold hard truth in the face.
whatever it is,
all the best in life.
hope you encounter people like yourself,
else you're bound to suffer.

oh my, so fast week 1 of term4 is gone!
and i just realised i have not blogged all week
2 more weeks to PROMOS!):
scary much?
nothing much this week i think.
just mugging, tuition, mugging
oh! went for prayer meeting.
first time. cause focus was on youth ministry.

today came home early cause of headache
den i realised my maid and grandma not home
so i sat outside my door reading my othello
den my neighbour invited me in!(:
ain't they the nicest?(:
they offered me coke and mooncake too!
gosh.i think nice ppl like them are extinct.
especially here in singapore. haha.

alright, back to mugging history!
no life eh?2am mugging history.

hey baby,
i never felt this way before.
you make my face flush,
you make my day complete by smiling,
you make my heart beat faster when you're near.
and i can miss you the moment you get off the bus.
i think, i'm addicted to you. <3

a random nice song!(:

Somehow I know I will find a way,
To a brighter day, in the sun
Somewhere I know that he waits for me,
Someday soon he'll see,
I'm the one.

I won't give up on this feeling,
And nothing could keep me away.

'Cause I still believe in destiny,
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above,
'Cause I still believe, believe in love.

I know what's real can not be denied,
Although it may hide for a while.
With just one touch love can calm your fears,
Turning all your tears, into smiles.

It's such a wonderous feeling,
I know that my heart can't be wrong.

'Cause I still believe in destiny,
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above,
'Cause I still believe, believe in love.

Love can make miracles, change everything,
Lift you from the darkness,
and make your heart sing (make your heart sing),
Love is forever, when you fall,
it's the greatest power of all.

Oh I still believe in destiny,
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above,
'Cause I still believe, believe in love.
Yes I still believe, believe in love.
I still believe in love,
I still believe, believe in love,
I still believe, believe in love.

this song is for all of you(:
but especially for YOU<3

HOHOHO
tomorrow is back to school!
so it is back to disciplined mugging,
coffee high during lectures,
homework secretly in chinese,
essay outline rush during breaks.

yesterday was a good day(:
okay, half a good day.
but at least i manage to see my loves(:
today too.
the surprise was..well a surprise.
haha but seeing my loves 2 days in a row is good
it makes me a whole lot better
had family dinner to celebrate xing's bday tonight.
not a bad day.

when your hand touched the handle of that door,
the glass door to my heart,
i felt like i could recognise you,
'cause baby, i've been waiting for you all my life.
i just never knew.

if we could stand back from the world for a minute,
and just lie under the stars with not a worry,
just the 2 of us, would you?
i'm still waiting for the answer,
hoping that your heartbeat is aligned with mine.

HELLO WORLD!(:
i haven't been online all week.
you know why?
'cause i'm on a msn fast!
and now i'm blogging from changi airport,
current timing 4.30 AM.
have been doing math and econs.
goodness i am honestly dense.

so quickly, it's the last weekday of the holidays
goodness. time really flew by
let's see what happened all week.

MONDAY;
mugging with fbuddy a.k.a bestie(:
oh and badminton.

TUESDAY;
back to school for extra lit paper 4 lecture
mugged with mag at swirl after that
before meeting my loves(:
hanged out at vivo for awhile before heading home

WDNESDAY;
back to school again for extra lit paper 4 lessons
went out with dode after that to buy stuff and study
at CHANGI AIRPORT(:
watched planes fly about
met nut and went home

THURSDAY;
mugged with the kids at island creamery.
esther, becky, angie, weile, chris and ben
and after that was family outing!
watched money not enough 2
friggin' nice show!!
you guys so must watch it.

FRIDAY;
went to school to print history for my class,
as well as study with rain, fbuddy, dode and theresa
THANK YOU THERESA FOR HELPING WITH THE PRINTING!
(: 1T05 must thank her.
after that went to far east and ate with nut
before rushing off to dbs and now...
tada! here i am at changi(:

tomorrow is gonna be a tiring day.
but i shall persevere.
thy wearied soul shalt seek strength from thine love for thee.(:

today in dbs i learnt something.
it is that we should love the person but hate the sin.
we should not hate our enemies,
but rather, love them and just hate their sin

alright enough mundane nonsense from me.
BYE!<3

looking up at the clear night sky,
i sat by the window, wondering why,
my heart races just looking in your eyes.
though i know tis' a huge love crime,
it's all worth it, if you were mine.
i've fallen deep, i've fallen fast,
and i'll do all i can to make it last.
just to see on you, a smile,
i'm more than willing to run a mile.

cause baby, i love you so. <3