ignore the previous post la((:
i was just..being dumb and emo((:
i'm perfectly fine.















kinda.

fine.
so i have changed.
i know.
but i can't help it la okay.
its just that things are happening to me now.
sorry.
for being irritating.
for being different.

i shall remain single and unattached.
i shan't fall for anyone anymore.
cause love is painful.
you know what?
it is the greatest fallacy in life.
so stupid cupid,
shoo.
get.out.of.my.life.FOR.GOOD.

i did physics tuition homework today.
during my great grandpa's funeral.
someone slap me.
i'm the most unfeeling creep on earth.
you know why?
cause feelings taught me the art of unfeeling-ness.
paradoxical ain't it?

you and you and you
are like the only ones i can talk to
to make me feel better.
but i guess i shan't rely on you guys
cause if one day you all go from my life,
i'll kinda be crippled.
but for now,
just let me lean on you guys okay?
just a little while more.
i promise i won't make you fall.
rah!!





may the darkness of the night
mask these drop of my eye.
i know you need not see this.
cause it'll just make you worse.

when you fall,
i want to be the one who helps you up.
when you cry,
i want to be the shoulder your tears fall.
when you scream,
i want to be the one to scream along.
when you panic,
i want to be the one the take over and calm you down.
i want to keep promises.
i want to be a good friend.

but we all know i'm not perfect;
in fact far from it.
i try you know.i really do.
but sometimes the timing just don't fit.
and it hurts to see you cry,
without being able to do anything
to alleviate the pain.
trust me okay?((:



5tuitions
3remedials
3am routine
that will be my life for the next 115days.
yup,
that's it folks.
thats all we have till o levels.
115days and counting.
phenomenal class of o7'
we can do it((:
we shall let our l1r5 do the talking shall we?
let's kick ass((:
59days to prelims.
almost 2 whole months.
i know we can do it((:

from now on, its a life of
study dates
peer tutoring
study isolation
recess mugging
birthday studying
i know its tough
but we will get through.
i know we will((:

2 more days to youth sunday!!
woots.whee.yay.
life ain't that bad you know?((:
god has his ways.
miracle giver.



don't throw me into confusion again;
the emotions mustn't stir for you.

eldds camp details are discussed
can't wait!!you know why?((:
cause its gonna be on...
FRIDAY THE 13TH!!((:
so cool right?((:i know.
hope mr sng doesn't cancel it again
can't wait((:
in 2weeks time,its bye bye eldds already
don't want!!
i'll miss you guys de!!

school is surprisely good((:
so many people change hairstyle over june hols!
but most of you guys look better la
i found out something gross.
I HAVE 2 T.As ON MY BIRTHDAY!!
how great.
HAPPY birthday to me huh.

was randomly looking through photos
i didn't realise so much time has past
i miss everything!!((:

i miss you

but you just don't know.

&it's just not right

no matter how much

we hope it is.

okays((:
its done.
see sam.
i get things done((:
and i mean it!!
i love empowered((:

from the bottom of my <3;plh=>

this is our mission((:

one way, jesus!((:

okay
today's revival wasn't really that successful
but at least its a start!
we can do it 361roomies!!((:
plh is gonna revive!!
i know youth sunday's gonna be cool((:

tml's back to the life of the lifeless nerd
but oh well, its nice to be a nerd once in awhile
reminds me i kinda have a brain

today's sharing was kind of impromptu
but really,
empowered,
without you guys,
camp would not have been half as fun((:
went to bukom on friday
bowled 5 times((:
finally hit the 100 mark
103 record!!((:
food was fattening,
no friends there
no eye candies.
tt kinda round up sat for me at bukom

missed missions meeting!!
ahhhh.....
someone fill me in!!((:
thanks

YAY!!
LET ME BLABBER ABOUT CHURCH CAMP!!
PSPC CHURCH CAMP o7 ROCKED I TELL YOU((:
PLH REVIVAL!!
i miss church camp)):

my group's name is...
EMPOWERED!!((:
guess what colour is it!
GREEEEEEEEN!!((:
cybil,shuwen,samantha,e-sean,
zek,ben,arthur,xiaotian,weile,colin,shaun
mentors;
aunty choysee
aunty cat
uncle alvin

day 2;highlight of the day..
TEAM BUILDING GAMES!!((:
and empowered got first overall
and second for cheerleading
well done team((:
(all praise to GOD of course((: )
i finally got to be a flyer
haha,poor zek.
was my base and i kinda slammed my knee onto his shoulder
haha.sorry zek!
the games were fun!!
thanks youth comm.!
we had the balloon bursting game
den we had the pile of paper game
to decide which team goes first for the next station
we got sam's station first
tt was pure TORTURE!
even the one we played at bukom wasn't this tough
the beginning part was horrendously scary.
but zek was an okay guide
so i survived.
our team did well!((:
arthur was our special weapon
next was gabriel's station
the all the leg tie together one
it was really a test on our co-operation
but we did it((:
den after that was the acting game
my shifu's station
i was the tax collector, zecharious
(okay i can't spell the name)
had to climb the tree to see jesus
zek was the tree
i really literally climbed onto him
ben acted as jesus
weile acted as the one who blocked my view
haha.it was fun
next was athelia's station
the book tapping one
we kena redo 3 times la!!
eh..wait i realised we did athelia's one before gabriel's and shifu's
haha oh wells.
thanks to e-sean and zek
after that was eric's station
mini golf!
record. 7 strokes in.
7 skillful strokes of the chopstick
1 cute lil cherry tomato
1 rather big small hole
eric was impressed
we got a bonus round
guess have many strokes we took
60 plus!
haha it was hilarious la i tell you.
should have been there.
last one was the stupid pail game
amanda+grace's station
poor amanda was sick.
tsk.my poor scandolous partner
haha.
zek and ben played worms while holding the pail with their legs.
extreme pro-ness man
haha.
den it came to the eating apple and cherry tomato
out of the disgusting water in the pail
i was suppose to eat the cheery tomatoes!
but my cousin wanted to do it
so i let him lohs
oh btw my cousin is weile
den i had to eat the GREEN apple.
thanks to zek's brilliant idea
headbutt the apple
i got all wet but the apple was still in
in the end the traditional method worked
i ate the whole apple in 1 minute
first of my life
den it was cheerleading part!
so fun la.first time flyer((:
my team learnt the whole thing in like 10 mins?!
increadible((:
den it was wash up and dinner
den worship and talk 3
which was about phillip and the eunuch
god provides,prepares and directs((:
den it was youth worship which i led
but i was kinda feverish so i was abit out of focus
sorry guys!)):
den it was buzz group and colin joined us((:

day3;highlight of the day;
FREE AND EASY!((:
but don't get me wrong
i paid attention during the talks too!
talk 4 was the one about peter in prison
talk 5 was the debate over the gentile's circumcision
but since free and easy took up the whole afternn..
we bowled!
thanks to zek's teaching
i finally can BOWL((:
kinda..but better den last time
bowling is fun.
yes, i change my opinion of bowling
if i didn't rmb wrongly
it was this session tt was group bowling
empowered group bowling((:
den it was dance prac
i was kinda lost during this dance prac
seeing how its my second exposure to this dance
but i survived.
my nice shifu and shimu and scandalous partner taught me
aww.how nice of them
den it was dinner and worship and the talk
den it was youth worship
and buzz group
can't remeber if i went to someone's room but i think i did

day 4&5; highlights of the days
MINISTRY NIGHT
WORSHIP EXPLOSION
(which was PLH's REVIVAL)
NIGHT TIME PARTY((:
after youth workshop went bowling again((:
uncle patrick's treat.so nice la((:
felt bad but he refused to let us pay
after we bowled we went to bathe and dinner
den it was dance prac and worship explosion prep
my dance was alot better((:
thank GOD((:
den worship leaders prep for worship explosion and lined up 26songs.
in the end we only did like half of it or less)):
but it was still good.plh revival!
ministry night was nice((:
esp the items put up.
I LOVED WORSHIP EXPLOSION((:
it was so hyped up la!!((:
LOVED IT TO BITS AND PIECES LA!!
den it was the party at the 361 room
nice bonding/gossiping session((:
slept at shi mu and scandolous partner's room
we talked until abt 5plus before we slept
den i woke up with a headache so i went back to sleep and woke up again only at 10
we all felt darn bad la!
we missed the talk worship and morning devotion
and i'm a team ldr somemore la!
the guilt!
and den it was check out, sharing,lunch,last game of bowling
den home sweet home.

i was kinda of tired on the trip back
but i didn't know why
only yesterday i realised why
i was running a temp
haha.how dumb.

i miss morning devotions
i miss rushing letters
i miss dance prac intensive
i miss bowling
i miss keeping ppl and myself awake at talks
i miss youth worship
i miss rm361 ppl
i miss our extended family
i miss plh
i miss pspc church camp'o7!!
boo!
but its okay.
PLH REVIVAL MISSION
STARTS THIS SUNDAY((:

BOO!
decided to revive my blog
more out of boredom and stress
but oh wells((:

I MISS CHURCH CAMP!!
& EMPOWERED'o7!
my wonderful team((: