CAUTION!
BEFORE YOU PROCEED,
PLEASE NOTE DISCLAIMER.
THIS ENTRY IS A REFLECTIVE + RANTING POST
IF OF NO INTEREST, PLEASE EVACUATE.
I'M NOT REALLY IN THE MOOD TO BE SLAMMED.

overnight study with fbud got me thinking
and i realised just how much i do not know myself
after thinking things through,
i finally know what i want in life.
but yet, it's a path not many people would take.
and my parents won't be too pleased when they find out
i was never one who needed big things to smile
in fact, simple things makes my smile more genuine
but do the society at large today see it?
all the competition, the vying and all,
is it truly necessary?
or are we doing it just to satisfy our ego?

i guess this year has worn me out through and through.
the amount of time i put into studies this year,
can easily trump that which i had in my 4 yrs of sec sch.
and after putting in so much,
draining my energy and affecting my health and all,
what good does it do?
i guess after this promos,
i'm going to stop overworking myself.
i'm just gonna do my best and if my best is not enough,
tt shows jc is not for me.
i don't care if i'll appear weak or cowardly to others,
life is too short to try and please people.

one thing i dislike is self-righteous people.
how can everything prove you wrong
and yet you still stand there,
bold as brass and sure as sun
and insist your stand?
you insult people in the vilest vulgar manner,
you are so self-centred and self-absorbed,
that you fail to see how others around you truly react.
you are sensitive in terms of receiving,
but yet insensitive in terms of releasing.
i do not know what to say to you.
this is not meant to insult you,
and i'm sure you know who you are.
i just wonder how anyone can be like you.
i've been tolerating for far too long.
maybe it's time you face the cold hard truth in the face.
whatever it is,
all the best in life.
hope you encounter people like yourself,
else you're bound to suffer.