ohmygosh.
this song is painfully beautiful(:

What Hurts The Most
-Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have beenAnd not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJEs1TyzL_A
super heartwrenching vid. nearly cried watching it.
but it's one of the nicest ever(:

so much to say,
but yet too little words.
so much to feel,
but yet too little emotions.
so much to do,
but yet too little energy.
and when the time comes,
all i can say is,
i'm just a little too late.

what do you say when people tear you down?
what do you do when you know your guard's down?
what do you feel when you know you're spiralling down,
when it's all back to the free fall all over again?
maybe sometimes, you just don't.
you let yourself live in the if onlys,
'cause you were too afraid to lose again.