TODAY IS BECKY'S CONCERT!
i'm sorry michelle, can't go for your carnival
overstrained my muscle yesterday during training
and woke up with aches all over my body
i'll make it up to you somehow!
i promise.
i'm sorry mag, can't mug for SATs tgd today
same reason as stated above.
tuesday after school at swirl?(:

guess what?
i am actually doing my homework on a sat afternn!
amazing or not?(:
i amze myself sometimes too.
econs essay now.
den later will be math(:
tomorrow night shall do history.
on monday shall do chinese and PW(:
if only i can stay this motivated all the time.

this is for YOU.
stop doing this to me would you?
please?
you know how painful it is for me too?
things will never be the same,
no matter what happens.
i know you are doing alot for me still.
but things like this cannot be forced.
once love's lost, it is.
nothing can bring it back.
i don't want to force it back either.
i've moved on,
and i think it is time you should.
i'm sorry.

I've tried to relight the flame,
and you, I've never placed blame.
But my heart feared a relapse,
and pain resides in my synapse.

Apologies have been made enough,
and forgiveness embraced the wrongs.
Now, I can bring myself to laugh,
and experience with love, the warmth.

You have stretched me like a tightrope,
with your stress-imposing hope.
I hope that you can see in time,
that love lost is not a crime.

So now again, i bid you well,
until you can handle this letdown.
I'm sure this is not farewell,
just for you to remove that frown.